I torment you, you torment me; Is that how our relationship should be?
You were born cute, cuter than me; is that what fueled my jealousy?
I was the baby for so long, when I first saw you I thought you didn't belong.
You were a surprise, so you were showered with gifts.
I was still small, so I thought something was amiss.
And I cradled you for the first time, our blue eyes met, and your golden hair shined.
I made myself think that I could be different for your sake.
Born twenty days after my birthday, yet I feel as if I didn't get the first cut of cake.
I was selfish, my attitude was poor, and that is what left me today, feeling sore.
So now I must apologize, I am so sorry for what I have done.
I was probably even worse before your life had begun.
I'm sorry for putting you down, Iím sorry for every tear you shed.
I'm sorry for everything, so much that I wish I was dead.
Iím sorry for ignoring your pleas, I'm sorry I didn't join your plays.
I'm sorry now and forever, and all the way through my days.
I treat you so badly, yet I am a hero in your eyes.
But I know that it is me that starts most of your pouts and cries.
I don't expect you to forgive me, for all that has taken place.
I will never forget the sadness written on your face.
You are so beautiful, you, as yourself.
In your future I predict prosperity and wealth.
With all of the apologies and confessions placed,
I hope that our past will be erased.
I canít wait to see what kind of person you will be.
With me by your side, hopefully.